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[sep. 5e, 2006|04:01 pm] |
So today I woke up & was sick.
but when I went to the doctor they told me that my last tests came back with a really low thyroid hormonal level.
& this is only common in like 35 or older women or when you have menopause!
it makes you have anxiety ( which I have ) I can never do anything for too long.
Slows down your metabolism A LOT. & very hard to loose the weight. ( why being on diets for years hasn't worked )
it causes depression.
the Thyroid controls every organ and it's hormonal balance.
It sucks to know that for so many years ive been trying to loose weight & to find out it was never really possible sucks A LOT.
The treatment to get me on track is 8 to 12 months.
but it ussually has to continued through your whole life.
this is really scary and weird and shocking.
I miss that skinny happy girl I was in middle school. |
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[aoû. 31e, 2006|10:34 pm] |
So School is kinda weird.
It's getting hard.
& it's weird cause this is the year that matters the most with getting into college.
My brothers a freshman, 14, & he's getting college letters trying to persuade him to go to their college w/ a scholarship.
I'm kinda jealous.
but my sweet sixteens next friday.
it doesn't seem like that big of a deal.
I get my liscence the 25th (if I pass) lol. |
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[aoû. 18e, 2006|05:32 pm] |
soooo school starts soon.
i'm gonna die.
Trig/adv alg.
AP hist.
chemistry.
french 3.
english.
psychology.
fuuuuuck.
oh well.
I don't want summer to end. |
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[juil. 29e, 2006|10:21 pm] |
I deleted my myspace.
I have a new screenname.
blond3 m3gan
I'm dying my hair natural blonde tuesday like a caramel color with blonde.
kinda like nicole richies i guess.
i'm excited.
& I have became obsessed with tanning once again.
& I got a car! |
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[avr. 30e, 2006|03:12 pm] |
This was one of the best weekends ever.
It started out with lots & lots of blunts.
& ended with me coming home to the CUTEST red gucci ballet flats.
time to go clean & do laundry.
& everyone in their mom has a sidekick.
I swear they'll be a table with beers, like 10 sidekicks & ashtrays. |
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[avr. 22e, 2006|10:04 am] |
I wanna get my nipples pierced.
i'm doing it. |
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[avr. 16e, 2006|08:55 pm] |
Spring break was good.
Probably the most fun was taking my dads Z & driving down to PB with chrissy.
She got the cutest lil pipe.
it's so small.
hmm I don't really remember most of it.
but I just want school to be over.
I haven't been able to sleep well lately.
I need to try something new to help.
I'm not sure what.
PS. I can't find my ipod & i'm sad :[ |
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[avr. 10e, 2006|04:00 pm] |
| [ | Musique actuelle |
| | Atmosphere- Love Life | ] |
there are so many little things & some big things taht just wanna make me punch someone.
Or cry in my room all night.
Orrr just fucking be a bitch to everyone.
but yah know what?
Life could be a lot fucking worse.
Someone brign me cigarettes.
someone stole mine & some marijuana would be amazing too.
I just wanna fucking chilll.
fuck everyone.
I'm going to listen to atmosphere & clean & do whatever the fuck makes me happy.
fuck lucy.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck playas
& especially those sluts. |
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[mar. 30e, 2006|09:01 pm] |
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So I haven't smoked for 3 days.
It's hard cuz that's all my friends do.
& I love them to death.
I'm not going to stop hanging out with them.
it's just weird.
I'm probably going to smoke saturday cuz me chrissy & alli have to go to this dance thing at UCSD for dance class.
but whateverrr.
btbam tomorrow night.
wow, i'm actually going to a show.
weird.
haven't been to one of those in months. |
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[mar. 26e, 2006|09:38 pm] |
Wow, I haven't been on this in a while.
I need to quit smoking weed.
help me.
What i'm doing isn't working.
or stop smoking as much as I do. |
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[jan. 1er, 2006|03:24 pm] |
so last night was fun.
we got a hotel.
so it was like 10 of our friends.
fuuuun stuff.
anyways, i already broke my new years revolution..
& i lost my wallet. & i can't find anything i want/need.
& i have to read catcher in the rye by tuesday. |
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[déc. 22e, 2005|07:22 pm] |
I haven't updated this in like a month.
I just got back from SWAT.
it was really fun, & i got so much better at snowboarding.
I want to go like everyday now.
i kinda hate livejournal now.
peace. |
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[nov. 25e, 2005|11:16 am] |
hangovers are a bitch.
i realized that when you're at the bar you don't feel drunk
but when you leave you're fucking retarded
i totally fell on my ass in front of like 10 hockey guys.
me & my sister are so hungover. |
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[nov. 20e, 2005|11:07 pm] |
Canada is so fun. i got into my first bar last night! i used my sisters ID and everyone thinks i'm my sisters older sister. she's 20 & everyone thinks i'm like 20 or 22. & they're all like "fuck off" becase they don't believe me. it's really funny because they have an accent. we went to a bar that my dad always went to when he was my age & he played for the hockey team & he was so happy for me haha it was really cute. & then we went to a kegger after. i was really drunk, but what else is there to do in canada?
CANADIAN BEER!
Dennis, my sister & me
Paul & I, He had a kegger & won 8,000 dollars for being manboobz of Toronto!
Cory's a funny drunk
My sister Cindy & I at the bar!
Whitney & me
Whitney, Me & Nicole
Jaclyn & I
me & Whitney
what the fuck are we doing?
Cory, Cindy, Paul, Me & Paul's mom
It's snow niggah
so fucking fun.
more to come.
this was only my first night. |
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[nov. 18e, 2005|10:44 pm] |
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I leave for Canada in 8 hours & 12 min. |
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[nov. 16e, 2005|12:13 pm] |
i took these with my new camera.
it's so cool. |
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[oct. 27e, 2005|10:25 pm] |
I figured out how to not take anything that any of these pathetic losers say to me personally.
you're wasting your time. |
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